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I fuckin' love Disney.

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 25, 2008, 6:59 PM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Watching: Disney movies
I spent the past weekend at Disney with Troix's family while she went to Metrocon (lucky skank), I'm actually kind of glad I went.

Even though her family is extremely annoying and her cousin Thomas was on my like white on rice.

For as long as I can remember I've always loved Disney. We used to have a really old tape of the Jungle book and Goofy short my mom recorded, and the resolution was terrible and certain parts were static, but my brother and I used to watch it over and over, and no matter how many times we watched it we never ever got bored. Cinderella, Beauty and the Beast, and The Aristocats were a few of the ones we had, but we both just adored them all.

We all loved Disney when we were kids though, didn't we? Before we knew about sex or drugs or Catholisism, or any of the other evil things in this world.

When I went to Disney I was in one of the 'Classics' shops that sold older merchandise, such as Riverboat Mickey and other originals. Something that really caught my attention though was a poster - it showed a huge patch of sparse looking swamp land, but also visible was a transulcent Disney castle and Walt Disney, standing proudly in the foreground. I can't quite remember what it said, but I do believe it read something like: "There is no such thing as impossible." Seeing it made me remember what the original purpose of Disney was, and I felt positively crushed at what my beloved Disney had become. The original dream of the great Walt was being perverted with shameless merchandising and lousy workers. Honestly, service there is god awful, people are so detached and rude there now.

But when I watched the night parade I completely forgot about all of that. When the music played and the fireworks burst I was lost in the moment - one of those sensory experiences that are impossible to describe unless you've experienced it before. When I heard them play "When You Wish Upon A Star" I just positively wanted to cry with joy, and I don't really know why. Maybe it's because I know that the song's a lie, and that fantasies like the ones in the classic Disney movies don't really happen. I mean, who didn't watch Peter Pan when they were 6 and wish they could fly to Neverland and never have to grow up?

And as soon as I got back to my hotel the magic faded and I went back to being my angry, cynical self. And realization of this made me so upset that the very next day I went to Downtown Disney and bought a little metal bracelet that says "Believe" with a Mickey Mouse head imprinted on the side. I bought it because I don't want to forget that elated feeling of joy I get when I indulge my fantasies.

I really truly do want to believe - and I have decided that someday I will work at Disney! I want to be a cast member, and dress up as a Disney character and parade around FantasyLand in a poofy dress and make-believe that I'm in a Disney movie!But most of all...most of all I don't want to lose that child-like hope and innocence that reality and my parents sapped away! I want to be able to remember that magic and not have to be so angry and hateful toward happy things!

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That was quite the rant. o_o

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16 OMFG
  • Current Residence: The Letztes Battalion with Dok. XD
  • Interests: Genocide, anime and man-sex.
  • Favourite movie: Schindler's List / A Clockwork Orange / The Big Lebowski / Powder / Moulin Rouge
  • Favourite band or musician: Gorillaz & Queen
  • Favourite genre of music: Easy listening, classical anything, and violin.
  • Favourite artist: TotenVeloren / Roux / sadademort / PhoenixG2
  • Favourite poet or writer: Alexandre Dumas, Anne Rice, Dennis McGarry
  • Favourite style of art: sketch and surreal
  • Skin of choice: Any that's not mine.
  • Favourite game: We<3Katamari
  • Favourite cartoon character: L Lawliet - I shall mourn him. And Jasdero.
  • Personal Quote: It'll all work out somehow.
  • Tools of the Trade: The pen, which is only mightier if a Death Note is involved.

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~nolongertab:iconnolongertab: 9 hours 25 minutes ago
Hallo there! It's the girl with the OM NOM NOM NOM shirt. I'ma watch you! ='D

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~Phantomness-2005:iconPhantomness-2005: Aug 13, 2008, 7:42:18 PM
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"Frank lives in my foot."
"Over eight thousand!?!?!?.....Sorry, I read the Manga."
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How does the Light Shine -
In The Halls of Shambala?"
~Phantomness-2005:iconPhantomness-2005: Aug 13, 2008, 7:41:38 PM
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"Frank lives in my foot."
"Over eight thousand!?!?!?.....Sorry, I read the Manga."
~:blackrose:~
How does the Light Shine -
In The Halls of Shambala?"
~Phantomness-2005:iconPhantomness-2005: Aug 11, 2008, 11:47:36 AM
I had feeling you would like this one..

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"Frank lives in my foot."
"Over eight thousand!?!?!?.....Sorry, I read the Manga."
~:blackrose:~
How does the Light Shine -
In The Halls of Shambala?"
~Metallover130:iconMetallover130: Aug 11, 2008, 7:51:51 AM
Hello to you!

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*kael360:iconkael360: Aug 11, 2008, 7:31:01 AM
hello random deviant!! :wave:

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~Metallover130:iconMetallover130: Aug 11, 2008, 3:45:33 AM
XD I like this one.

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~Phantomness-2005:iconPhantomness-2005: Aug 11, 2008, 1:14:42 AM
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"Frank lives in my foot."
"Over eight thousand!?!?!?.....Sorry, I read the Manga."
~:blackrose:~
How does the Light Shine -
In The Halls of Shambala?"
*PyroSikTh:iconPyroSikTh: Aug 10, 2008, 7:12:32 AM
Thanks :) Barely new though.

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~Metallover130:iconMetallover130: Aug 10, 2008, 5:56:07 AM
Btw, srsly dig the new avvie. :D

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*PyroSikTh:iconPyroSikTh: Aug 10, 2008, 4:49:38 AM
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~Phantomness-2005:iconPhantomness-2005: Aug 8, 2008, 1:47:50 AM
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"Frank lives in my foot."
"Over eight thousand!?!?!?.....Sorry, I read the Manga."
~:blackrose:~
How does the Light Shine -
In The Halls of Shambala?"
~xtwisted-illusionsx:iconxtwisted-illusionsx: Aug 7, 2008, 8:54:29 PM Mood: Lmao
sweetness XD

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Michi: "what happened to you?"
Mids: "I just found out something horrible.."
Michi: ".....what is it?"
Mids: "Vaan is a boy!?"
Michi: "wtf!?"
Mids: "I'm not saying anything else" x_x
~xtwisted-illusionsx:iconxtwisted-illusionsx: Aug 7, 2008, 8:53:38 PM Mood: Hysterical
yush thank you XD thank you! lol

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Michi: "what happened to you?"
Mids: "I just found out something horrible.."
Michi: ".....what is it?"
Mids: "Vaan is a boy!?"
Michi: "wtf!?"
Mids: "I'm not saying anything else" x_x
~justsantiago:iconjustsantiago: Aug 7, 2008, 8:13:48 PM
thoank you for the fav on the gothic girl dressup
~Indigo-sorrow:iconIndigo-sorrow: Aug 7, 2008, 7:47:27 PM
Absolutely!
Ta again! :D

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~Metallover130:iconMetallover130: Aug 7, 2008, 7:46:22 PM
You are quite easily welcome! :D

And Harvey deserves to get some love. :heart:

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~Indigo-sorrow:iconIndigo-sorrow: Aug 7, 2008, 6:55:54 PM
:star: Greetings, Metasan! :star:
Thank you kindly for the :+fav: on Love Drops.
Harvey Dent really needed some love. I do appreciate the attention. ^_^

Keep creating!

~Yel.

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~Metallover130:iconMetallover130: Aug 7, 2008, 6:12:09 PM
Yeah, those steps of yours seem very dangerous. But you have a bitchin' kitchen. :D

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~Metallover130:iconMetallover130: Aug 7, 2008, 6:05:36 PM
Omfg, Troix's friend Banner went to Metro as Simca! XD

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~Phantomness-2005:iconPhantomness-2005: Aug 7, 2008, 5:28:49 PM
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"Frank lives in my foot."
"Over eight thousand!?!?!?.....Sorry, I read the Manga."
~:blackrose:~
How does the Light Shine -
In The Halls of Shambala?"
~xtwisted-illusionsx:iconxtwisted-illusionsx: Aug 7, 2008, 10:28:16 AM
-dances- yush-- and I shall kidnapp you and a friend of yours if you want ((plus ariel)) and we shall go and take pictures of us as pplz!? :D I'm going to a convention dressed as Simca from Air Gear XD o_o I think I can fit as her in one department e_e .... radda.... ._.

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Michi: "what happened to you?"
Mids: "I just found out something horrible.."
Michi: ".....what is it?"
Mids: "Vaan is a boy!?"
Michi: "wtf!?"
Mids: "I'm not saying anything else" x_x
~xtwisted-illusionsx:iconxtwisted-illusionsx: Aug 7, 2008, 10:22:18 AM Mood: Amused
Yup! of course I'm okay :D your asking that to a person who sees things now after falling down the stairs since she was born XD

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Michi: "what happened to you?"
Mids: "I just found out something horrible.."
Michi: ".....what is it?"
Mids: "Vaan is a boy!?"
Michi: "wtf!?"
Mids: "I'm not saying anything else" x_x
~Metallover130:iconMetallover130: Aug 7, 2008, 3:33:11 AM
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Remember, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.